4-13-22
00:43
Karol G- KG0516 album
On the couch
Random post
It’s been almost a year since I started a blog and I’ve learned a few things about myself. One of those things is that I’m a crappy blogger lol. I only say this because I’m so inconsistent with posting. But hey I gave it a try and that’s what matters most. This isn’t the end. I’m going to make it a goal to post more but please be patient with me. I’m working on it for sure.
What else have I learned? That I can write when I’m feeling good. I’ve always associated writing with feeling depressed. I don’t know… a part of me kind of feels like I write better when I’m going through it. Even though I haven’t posted in months, I’ve stayed semi consistent with journaling at least. I kind of feel like everything doesn’t have to be posted, which might be what’s wrong with my blog. I’ve drafted a few posts but second guess myself. To be completely honest, I sometimes feel that some stuff isn’t blog worthy.
What else? I found out that blogging is hard. Sometimes I wonder how people come up with their content. It’s hard for me to write without sounding like a broken record, you know what I mean?
I thought about taking down my blog but was encouraged by a few people to leave it up. So I took a lot of months off from posting and did just that.
I also found out that I have a hater lol I have to laugh. Someone I thought was a friend told me that my writing sucks and that no one wants to read about some depressed girl from the Bronx. It’s funny to me because this person was so supportive at first. I don’t know if they said it out of anger but I just want to say thank you. Thank you for reading my content (I mean how else did you figure out that my writing sucks)
My posts might be a little depressing but hey, it’s real. I don’t sugarcoat how I feel. If I’m feeling crappy while I’m writing, I’ll say just that. But this blog isn’t for everyone and I knew that before starting it.
So what have I been up to? Nothing much really. I have been up to nothing. Just working. I’ve been trying to find the motivation to go back to the gym. It’s been months since I’ve had the energy for it. I’ve learned that finding the right combination of medications can be an uphill battle. I’m not feeling 100% but I have hope that one day in the near future I’ll be back to my old self. Just more motivated and happy overall.
I still have to write about what a manic episode is. Maybe that’ll be my next post. Stay tuned! That’s all for now. 🙂
Thanks again for reading my posts. I appreciate it so much. Y’all have no idea.
I love and appreciate your writing the reason why I always read it because it’s so REAL. Everything is a filter now and days. Certain things are scripted and entertaining. I appreciate realness and I can relate to having a hater. I’ll never forget the Ig stephanielords or stephanielawds or something like that this person really commented on my second instagram advertisement and said “noonewanttobuythatshit” I read it and I didnt respond for a bit and I thought about and so I liked the comment to be a dickabout it and she responded so you really just going to like my comment you ain’t sh**it and I’m like let me block this person a person I never met had so much hate. Certain things you can control and I try not to worry about things I cant change. Remember there will always be a hater they want you to hate what your doing and dont let them win continue to do what you love and want to do! No one would ever stop me from making my juice. Don’t let them stop you from making your “juice.” You have ppl that are rooting and that are proud of you. Everyone is at there own pace and speed keep running your Race!
Thank you Wilson!!! You’re so right about the haters! I’m not going to let that stop me from writing. Screw that ! I’m sorry that you had a hater as well. Thank you for being so supportive always!
I love the detailed explanations.